I have had the clarity.
I know what's coming. I have been feeling okay, but I think I was numb.
It's hitting me now.
And everybody thinks I'm so kickass and I can do this by myself. And I know I can. And I know I should. And... Well... I know I will.
But sometimes boys are fucking stupid. (except for the two reading this, of course!)
And I don't think its completely out of line for me to wish I had a fucking handrail.
Thinking of Kelly on her birthday
2 years ago